It's a nice morning and I feel like today will be a good day. The weather seems almost perfect and I am praying that the world will be generous and give me a much needed break. I'm still feeling a little tired from everything... Even with a large cup of coffee. I've been feeling extremely grateful lately considering what has been happening in the world.
I can't thank my family enough for getting me through each day. And family doesn't just mean blood. My best friend literally knows me better than I know myself and she helps me so much when I need it.
I don't think I give her enough credit. It feels as if we have been friends since the beginning of time and I love her so much for being able to stick by me. Not many people have. Even when my own blood family had abandoned me, she had always been there for me. Many of my friendships don't last but I will never doubt ours.
She is a beautiful person inside and out and I know she will make the most positive impact on this world. She was created so she could make this terrible world a better place. Her amazing ability to love and care for others is like none other. She will make an amazing mother and wife one day. She deserves more than all of the love and happiness that this earth can offer her.
I don't want to think about the years that we won't even talk but I know that distance is inevitable. We have been so close for nearly a decade and the thought of not being able to call or see her when I have a problem scares me. We're both going off to college at the end of this school year and I hope we don't drift apart. Even if we do, she will always be in my mind. She has made such an impact on my and my son's life and I will always remember and appreciate that.
I wish her the best life possible. I wish she wouldn't ever have to experience heart break and death. She doesn't deserve that type of heart wrenching pain. I will always be there for her when she needs it and I know she will always be there for me. She deserves more than the world and I hope that one day she finds it.
mother. lover. none other.