Good morning Luvlies,
It has been nearly two weeks since I have written. It has gotten to that weird and awkward phase in the weather where it's cold in the morning and hot in the afternoons. It's extremely difficult to plan an outfit these days...
Family Update: I won't lie. We have been struggling financially and we're experiencing some difficulties. I saw my man cry for the first time in a year and my heart sank. I love how much he loves us and how much he wants us to be okay. Andrew just had a double pink eye that I seriously don't know how he got. I'm overcoming an extreme sore throat. It hasn't been the best for our little family but we will make it just like we always do. Even if this downside, we managed to do something fun together. We recently just went to the park and had the time of our lives. Andrew loved it and we got a little soccer practice in for the upcoming season this spring. We got some ice cream afterwards and it was really fun. John made a vlog of it and I will link it down below. I love my family and I know we will be alright in the end.
October 24th is the day my stepdad died. We went to visit his grave which is conveniently five minutes away from our house. I get sad sometimes when I think about him but I mostly think about the happy things that he did for me and my sister. I have always referred to him as my dad because that's exactly what he was to me. He had stepped up to the plate and raised me like I was his own. I felt like my relationship with him was always closer than my relationship with my own mother. I could always count on him for moral support. He attended every single one of my awards ceremonies and provided the most support that he could when I had Andrew. I miss him every single day and my heart breaks when I think about my sister and how she does not have that type of love and support in her life when she will be needing it the most. I pray that my sister will find someone who will love her and support her when I am gone at college. She is too young to be taking on the responsibilities of taking care of the house and watching my mom's baby. My dad would be so disappointed if he were here now. Before my dad died, he told me that he hopes that John and I would end up together and get married one day. His final wish to me and I fully intend to follow it.
That is all for today. RIP Dad.
mother. lover. none other.